FUCKKKK

Uh, I feel nauseous and my back hurts and I have to write this letter and I have anxiety and I hate my life and there's that fucking helicopter again and I don't want to wash my hair and I want to be a nice person and I want to go away and I have no food in the house and I have to take my meds and I have to self-inject my hypodermic drugs and I feel tonight will be insomnia again FUCKKKK